Let’s get to the point.
I don’t know who you are. I don’t know what you want. If you’re looking for a hot, smart, working woman, let me tell you that I am not one. But, what I am is a very special woman. A woman that I have become after long years and experiences. A woman that is almost perfect for you. If you marry me now, that will be the end of it. I will not hound you, or nag you. But if you don’t, I will bewitch you and I will marry you.
Ok now, I will try and make this sound less as a threat and more as an honest revelation. I wish you read this letter, whoever you are, because I will be tongue tied when I meet you.
I am a simple, open book. An open book with some pages written in invisible ink. I am not even a near perfect sample of how women are supposed to be in this day and age. For God’s sake, I can’t even sit properly with my legs crossed. Even after loads of practice, I always slip into the Amitabh Bachchan posture.
Coming back to what I am like, let me first tell you what I am not. I’m not a 9-5 person. Not an early riser. Not efficient with housework. Not into fitness. Not into politics. Not into the hullaballoo of daily life.
What I am is a doubter and an optimist, a dreamer, ‘needy’ is my middle name, low maintenance, a fun person, a lazy bone (my whole being), a free bird.
I have my doubts about marriage like any other person would. I have concerns about you loving me, your family loving me, even my own family loving me for who I am. There are these parameters that I would never fit into and I want you to know that. I will have my doubts trusting you with my past, present and future even though I’ll love you with my whole heart.
Explaining fears to you would be something I wouldn’t be able to do. There would be things that I could never be able to discuss with you. You would be expected to gauge what I want, why I want it and when I want it.
I am proud that I can love with a whole heart and that is what I promise I will give you. I may not be your partner in everything, but rest assured that I will be there for you at the end of each day. I, mostly, may never be able to solve your problems, but I vow that I will listen to each and every one of them.
I don’t want to yack anymore, so in closing I would like to say that you’re going to be dealing with a divergent person and you would need to adapt as and when required.
P.S.: Love and only love alone will get us through each other.